Tuesday, November 18, 2008

My innocent mind ....

I decided to skip my run and stayed in house, sipping my wine and listening to my favorite jazz.

Somehow, alot of things came to my mind... I can't help but to shed a few tears. Yes, I am tired, tired of all that has happened, that had once... made me happy and unhappy. Ironic, it is... but I want a break. I am looking forward to my medical leave, never did I know that a surgery, has indeed opened up my heart and mind to let thoughts slipped into my innocent mind, a mind so jaded with lust and hopes.... these have indeed set my heart to ponder what I really want in my life. I want my life to be simple, simplicity is the word, but why.... why... how can I achieve that? Am I difficult? Am I a perfectionist? Yes, Gerrie, where's the pivot point???
The answer is NO, NEVER ! ....

I need a break and that is all I wanna... a warrior rests, doesnt he???

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