Yea, bullshit... fuck them all dead.. doctors!
I have seriously nothing against them... But I am not alright! And can't they fucking tell!?
I am using this blog to track the amount of drugs I am on now ...
It was truly out of concern when the doc said " I hope you are alright... "
If I am alright and why is she giving me more medication !?
I am, officially, done! with my first legal dose of medication and I am starting my secondth..
And as long as I live, I am diligently, chomping down my medication as prescibed. And God knows, when will I stop all this shit...
I remembered, I told someone, this blog is going to be the least I can leave behind, if one day, just one day, I am not around anymore. Though for some reasons or another, I have chose to shut down my earlier part of my memories, in painful state. But here, I am taking this blog as a checkpoint to monitor my health and progress.
My blood test turned out fine, thank God. And I am scheduled for another a couple of months later. I am happy as life is, at this moment. There is nothing to worry about at this moment, life has been brisk and easy, I must say and I am glad. What can be worst?!
Nature has said he is trying to understand the complexity of life, truly I said I did... BUT, there are really too many grey patches, and I choose and I swear to my Grandfather's grave, that I will not try to understand anymore. Isn't it just peaceful if you don't want to know so much anymore?!
I want to be happy, just where I am now...
I know I've been too busy with work, but here's a few belated birthday greetings to:
Scotty, thank you being a friend for 20 years! Happy belated birthday! Trust you had a good one!
Steve, happy belated birthday. Keep mum, huh!? But I somehow remembered! Though a bit late!
To my dear Knapp, Happy xx Birthday this Sunday, may all your blessings and wishes come true! Last but not least, don't think so much la! Life is not so bad afterall, look around you, there are people that really, truly, need our attention! They are far more messed-up than we think they are. :)
Till I blog again, but before I end, thank you, dear for this afternoon. You pulled me out of shit, and I am grateful for that. Having a break away from the dungeons really helped. Good luck to your forthcoming exams, you can do it! Why, because I know you can. Chui ai hae yo!
I have seriously nothing against them... But I am not alright! And can't they fucking tell!?
I am using this blog to track the amount of drugs I am on now ...
It was truly out of concern when the doc said " I hope you are alright... "
If I am alright and why is she giving me more medication !?
I am, officially, done! with my first legal dose of medication and I am starting my secondth..
And as long as I live, I am diligently, chomping down my medication as prescibed. And God knows, when will I stop all this shit...
I remembered, I told someone, this blog is going to be the least I can leave behind, if one day, just one day, I am not around anymore. Though for some reasons or another, I have chose to shut down my earlier part of my memories, in painful state. But here, I am taking this blog as a checkpoint to monitor my health and progress.
My blood test turned out fine, thank God. And I am scheduled for another a couple of months later. I am happy as life is, at this moment. There is nothing to worry about at this moment, life has been brisk and easy, I must say and I am glad. What can be worst?!
Nature has said he is trying to understand the complexity of life, truly I said I did... BUT, there are really too many grey patches, and I choose and I swear to my Grandfather's grave, that I will not try to understand anymore. Isn't it just peaceful if you don't want to know so much anymore?!
I want to be happy, just where I am now...
I know I've been too busy with work, but here's a few belated birthday greetings to:
Scotty, thank you being a friend for 20 years! Happy belated birthday! Trust you had a good one!
Steve, happy belated birthday. Keep mum, huh!? But I somehow remembered! Though a bit late!
To my dear Knapp, Happy xx Birthday this Sunday, may all your blessings and wishes come true! Last but not least, don't think so much la! Life is not so bad afterall, look around you, there are people that really, truly, need our attention! They are far more messed-up than we think they are. :)
Till I blog again, but before I end, thank you, dear for this afternoon. You pulled me out of shit, and I am grateful for that. Having a break away from the dungeons really helped. Good luck to your forthcoming exams, you can do it! Why, because I know you can. Chui ai hae yo!
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