Getting over ...

Getting over what been slapped on your face can be difficult...
To begin with, why should I even entertain!?

To them, I shunned away, everyone's living in their own dimensions, so fellow mates, keep your own ways of living to yourself... But spare a thought for others, that's what I can say!

Let's just put it this way, you live in your own dimensions, but dont expect others to live the way you do! Got it!? And please, get your own life and be happy with it.. I have my own to live too and enjoying the process of making my own a better one each day.

I may not be as healthy and as lively but I am enjoying every single moment, treasuring what I have with my own means to live a life more comfortably. That's what I asked for.. so stay away from me, live the life you want YOURSELF to be. Count me out, dont even give advice, coz if I need I will approach someone else.

I am planning for a quiet or few get aways for the following months, and am keeping myself busy with the logistics.

I am just frustrated with some that believes they are always right. Well, go on ... no one's stopping you! Jerks!

Lay off, back off, leave me alone!

Plans coming up, hopefully to surface soon... I want to share good news with all!

Till that happens, I believe very soon.... adios.

ps : Finally, its the weekend again and am looking forward to my zjmf! Thanks T dear...

Dashed hopes...

It has been a disappointment.. but life goes on...
My break is coming up and I am definitely gonna make it happen and making sure it is a good break...

I know I have not been blogging of late. I've been caught up with some health and work issues, that I need to sort out and they are taking alot of my Personal time.

But at least I have something to complaint about. :)
A couple of issues at hand that I need to sort out, and seriously, I hope there are good things to share till I blog again.

For Larry, yea, thank you, you've gotten what you always wanted to do ... getting back at me! And here you go... you've asked for it! You've lost something you've never ever imagine ... haha... what a joke you've been and a Jerk too! A loser you've always been and you will be .. well, that reminds me of someone... hm...

I've been logging in to this blog for umpteen times without much to write, I've lost the ability to write so much that I rather penned it down in my heart.

Till I have the new-found passion to blog again... I am checking out here, with all my love, and Thank you for those who have been loving me, just the way I am...

With the bottom of my heart, thank you,

Connie and yes, I love you too...

I hope you are better ...

Yea, bullshit... fuck them all dead.. doctors!

I have seriously nothing against them... But I am not alright! And can't they fucking tell!?
I am using this blog to track the amount of drugs I am on now ...

It was truly out of concern when the doc said " I hope you are alright... "
If I am alright and why is she giving me more medication !?

I am, officially, done! with my first legal dose of medication and I am starting my secondth..
And as long as I live, I am diligently, chomping down my medication as prescibed. And God knows, when will I stop all this shit...

I remembered, I told someone, this blog is going to be the least I can leave behind, if one day, just one day, I am not around anymore. Though for some reasons or another, I have chose to shut down my earlier part of my memories, in painful state. But here, I am taking this blog as a checkpoint to monitor my health and progress.

My blood test turned out fine, thank God. And I am scheduled for another a couple of months later. I am happy as life is, at this moment. There is nothing to worry about at this moment, life has been brisk and easy, I must say and I am glad. What can be worst?!

Nature has said he is trying to understand the complexity of life, truly I said I did... BUT, there are really too many grey patches, and I choose and I swear to my Grandfather's grave, that I will not try to understand anymore. Isn't it just peaceful if you don't want to know so much anymore?!

I want to be happy, just where I am now...

I know I've been too busy with work, but here's a few belated birthday greetings to:

Scotty, thank you being a friend for 20 years! Happy belated birthday! Trust you had a good one!

Steve, happy belated birthday. Keep mum, huh!? But I somehow remembered! Though a bit late!

To my dear Knapp, Happy xx Birthday this Sunday, may all your blessings and wishes come true! Last but not least, don't think so much la! Life is not so bad afterall, look around you, there are people that really, truly, need our attention! They are far more messed-up than we think they are. :)

Till I blog again, but before I end, thank you, dear for this afternoon. You pulled me out of shit, and I am grateful for that. Having a break away from the dungeons really helped. Good luck to your forthcoming exams, you can do it! Why, because I know you can. Chui ai hae yo!

Junkie...

I simply find it too amusing...
The boys were debating about their cultures and countries.
Well, what I can say is... at the rate I am going, I am turning into a drunken... big time!
Of late, I am becoming a druggie f**king junkie too. With my ongoing medication, I've been down with flu and sore throat and am taking additional drugs to recover. Looking at the amount of pills, I am taking, I am totally pissed, albeit scared. I have to recover fast, at least from the flu bug.

To him ... sa lang ha yo ... hansa bo go si po!

Penned With love,
Connie

Love

I am totally impressed by the working attitude of him...

Love him to bits ... If only... I can be like him...

Its like weeks I've been on my medication. I still hate the bitter aftertaste.

I had a dream.... and him ... why?